Trust The Process Blog

9th September 2007

admin — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 13:11:35 +0000

I was alright today, I enjoyed the traditions group and Alan’s experience strength and hope. I was good until I got to the meeting, everyone was going on about their experience about grading and I got feared up. I sat in the meeting and prayed. Last night was a roller coaster for my head.

8th September 2007

admin — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 13:09:29 +0000

Bad head space this morning, I walked out of the meeting and went to the centre early. Sat on my own for an hour and prayed, my head cleared, the day got better.

7th September 2007

admin — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 13:08:06 +0000

A good day today. I enjoyed the rounders, process was heavy! I felt it was all about me, I’m a bit confused with my head, alot going on e.g. Grad, leaving, aftercare, Mum and Dad, Sponsor and life in general.

6th September 2007

admin — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 13:05:20 +0000

I spoke to my mum last night and started to fill her with fear about my graduation again. She was telling me all the things I need to and it felt like it was all on top of me. I prayed about it, which helped but I still feel nervous.

5th September 2007

admin — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 12:50:33 +0000

Grateful day, although concerned for alan after walking in with him, after process felt better. Marks step 3 was brilliant, I really related to him and it hit home Ive only got 5 days left and i’m gonna miss my group, their step work and tehir feedback. I am really grateful to this centre and the people in it.

4th September 2007

admin — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 12:46:20 +0000

Another good day, I enjoyed the meeting last night, so much I asked the speaker to be my sponsor. Maybe I was hasty after thinking about it. Good news about my housings benefits.

3rd September 2007

admin — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 11:20:22 +0000

It been a good day today. I am sad that Vanda is leaving us but happy she is staying in Luton. Very grateful day.

2nd September 2007

admin — Tue, 31 Aug 2010 08:49:30 +0000

I went to church this morning, I would bever of thought 12 weeks ago that I would be singing and dancing in church! It was really beautiful. My life is good! I feel connected to God and I must keep doing what I am doing to stay well and clean.

1st September 2007

admin — Tue, 31 Aug 2010 08:49:01 +0000

Really good day, the best Saturday since I’ve been here. I heard two great shares by Andy and Michael… I related to the both. I am happy, grateful and at peace with myself and where I am at today.

31st August 2007

admin — Tue, 31 Aug 2010 08:48:34 +0000

Great day, last nights bible meeting was the most beautiful experience I have had. I felt touched and today I have been on a high all day. I got emotional during my experience, strength and hope share because I am so grateful to this centre, the programme and the people in it.